I don't know very many people who went from the first hand of playing poker to like watching eight styles videos as quickly as you did. So, but that experience actually taught me a lot of patience. Shower was always a trouble because if you didn't go to a shelter that like allowed you to shower and sometimes they would make it to be only five minutes. And so it was like a real big thing for me to be able to stay with somebody because then I could get access to a shower and apply proof over my head that night. If this is something that you're comfortable talking about I'd be curious hearing just kind of the logistics of being homeless in the random those area where