The Importance of Suffering

A blog broke me. When I was absolutely shattered by that blog. My mind obviously created way more than it was, but it was the greatest thing to happen to me ever. Day five at the hotel happened where the sun just went up and down or I was just in bliss. And then on day six, I flew along. What's so funny is how much more time I have when I do that because first of all, it raises my inner bar of things that I'll take on first of all. So I suddenly don't feel like I have all these things to fix anymore. In that place, when you start to meditate and you start to be this moment, that means