How Do You Manage Energy and Body Language When You're Against This?

How do you manage energy and body language when you know that in your gut you're against this, but you have to in your mind, i trick this person? How do they not get fooled? It's just practice and practice. First they send you secondary operators. You conto watch, and your kind of just playing the role of somebone's kond of watching. And then eventually you got to primary, which i got to eventually. I mean, it's horrifying, you know. An if anything, it makes you less intereste, interest iin any kind of sex. Like, i come home andlikei n to be alone for i can't even, like,...