Meso: I remember my friend laura. We both am we struggle, and so does val. We all are. Thing is like over eating, like we eat for entertainment all the time. The feeling you'll get in the morning that you didn't order a pint of ice cream. And i'm sure there's some vidantic interpretation here, after this is real. This isn't like fake piety. After the first, it's exually said, the first third of it, you stop enjoying it,. Now you're eating just because you're chasing, i don't know, some self shame, some sort - almost like you're chasing a belief. That's what