I had this image of like waking up, like literally waking up from sleep in that there's a moment before things start to crystallize. And that kind of brings up maybe the psychedelic experience where you kind of break a lot of that structure and it becomes more fluid and formless. If we are accepting that writing in and of itself carries a moment of authoritarian iteration, and that this authoritarian iteration is generalizable, then deexis marks what used to be what is to be postulated outside of the way that it's written. I think if we sort of, if we use this kind of anti alphabet, as I call it, toward moving, or to develop ways of living into the