The Beautiful Thing About Him Is Good

i think this answers the cadami depression question to some degree. It's like so much of us, our suffering, is just what you are saying. So, disassociatev it like, sort of temporarily takes off this thing, or at least loosens it a little bit, that we call our identity. Maybe there's just some relief in suddenly seeing the world just as it is,. You knowa warped version of the world. There's freedom in it.