My supplemental father figure killed himself and most of the men in my life were unaccountable It made me mistrustful of men and it also left me Such that now when I perceive a void or a gap I feel a compulsion to fill it to make it better Put less positively. I'm unable to resist trying to bend a situation to my will But I am relentless for better or for worse Yeah, as he was reading this they will get to some of these parts where you are Determined a little too determined with the kind of determination that'll get you in trouble.