The Power of Reputation

I think I kind of rail against the generalization of ones to be perfectionist because while I want to be perfect so yes maybe I'm a perfectionist that word creates so much pressure for me. It's really hard for me to release that control and reality she would do just fine. For me sometimes I feel like I'm a captive to my own responsibility. And that I don't want to let go of it. Like it's both a hard thing to be like oh I’m a captive of it, but it's also like addicting to be like no but I got that that done and that felt really good. So it's like this cycle of oh I'm burnt