I had a very very stressful life event happen this like literally this last week right before the meet and my best friend Mike was with me at the meeting he's like manager hit all right like you gonna be okay. I said man I'm telling you I'm about to have the meat of my life that's right so now when I start to get those butterflies I'm like hell yeah let's yeah fucking go dude. The guy was really it was neck and neck with was the champ from Mexico great guy loved them just a really awesome dude He missed two of his squats and so I felt pretty good going in the bench I missed a bench he missed a bench so going into the deadlifts