Suicide

Michel: I thought about how i would do it, which was really bazaar. How i wanted to leave here and then tell you, make sure i got white orchids. The reason why i'd be mad is because there are people who have died by suicide,. You know, looking back on that, what would you tell yourself now? Hold on hope. There is hope. It literally was the only thing i had to stand on, i was faith. And i thank god making that decision."