I Was Really, Really Depressed the Last Two Days.

"i was really depressed the last two days. And that's the thinga, i hit this milestone, and i thought i was going to be really happy, and then, you know, i still get depressed," he says. Sam wrote about all this a couple months later, in an essay on medium dot com entitled dying to live. It's a painful read, but it also feels like a man being relieved of a tremendous weightsam says he's had no pot since this all went down. He's in recovery for that, had no alcohol, no other drugs, and has been working harder than ever at his comedy.