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254: What if your father annihilated the family?

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Having a Panic Attack While Drunk

Greece gave me the opposite of a panic disorder. i felt moments of existential calm that i had never felt before. when i got my first academic job was a visiting writer position in indiana and i was working on the story of all of this material which would become my memory and i still hadn't really learned any self-care. There was a night i'd finished working on an earlier draft of this memoir that i'd been writing and writing for years just rewriting it but we toasted the completion of it with scotch. Would proceed to drink the rest of the scotch, then probably some tequila and some beers and then i had a panic attack while drunk

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