The Importance of Having a Phobia

I know that a victory, if I'm involved in that victory, is going to double my fear. The circular nature of the tail then spinning as the pig spins down the hole. Creates a kind of double helix. And that's it. Even if I could gather myself together to play. How can you celebrate at that point when you're pretty much vomiting on the whole? Prettymuch vomiting on the back of a cow. So I can't play. But I can watch it because you can pick your angle. And it's really just that circular view down a spiral, which is the problem. If I got sucked into the tornado, I'd be very scared. I'd