"I feel like i need to do a bunch of fucking punching," he says. "It's not particularly illustrative of tha sort of long term effects" There are studies that say campers' self esteem increases, but they don't ask if it is down to being around other fat people for the first time. The idea that paciup is good and makes you have higher self esteem? And it's like, well, fuck and hang on. How long does that part last too? I mon exactly."