Are You a Mathematician?

Do you ever wish you'd gone down a more conventional mathematician path? I am happy with the amount that i have done. For me personally, this is kind of sufficient for me to have got a feeling or how this subject works. It's always felt like a slightly er that i'm not quite in there with the mathematicians. Whereas having done this teaching at university level, i can really get my hands dirty and do this proper stuff,. And they're like, i get it now, em.