In the short term it's a lot easier to be in denial and like like I did have all the justifications of why you're looking at gay porn versus straight porn. The more you're ashamed of that orientation, the more you're gonna feel like you have to act on it in unhealthy ways. So for me, my desire for gay porn news almost completely vanished overnight when I allowed myself to acknowledge that I was gay. And that I could go on dates with guys. That does not surprise me at all. For so many queer people, especially in a culture that does not allow or discourages gay dating or gay relationships,. If that's your only outlet for this very natural normal desire