What Inspired You to Go to Grad School?

I just felt bereft of intelligence and really unable to think in a physical way. UVM disenrolls you if you're fully paid so it's extreme but what inspired you to go to grad school? I didn't want to ever feel as far away from how I felt in the year to like really I don't think I started to do that. It took a long long time to be loose from the majority of my traumatic brain injury because you never stop having a traumatic brain injury. You have to push thoughts through right the stack of matter in your between your ears and it requires like it requires effort like real real work.