The Death of Tony

In the book, you write about your own struggling with your own struggle with those questions and thoughts. You then invite her to lunch and get a bottle of whisky and get her drunk - point blank ask her what she feels that she has in Antony's death. It's an extraordinary series of events. I mean, so much of my life, i feel, in a certain way, it's been spent looking for answers. A, ya, i wanted answers as to why tony had killed himself. And i think that the writing of this book has really, a, i guess, shown me, there just aren't answers to some things.