i freely admit that about 80 % of my life was governed by whatever the beetles had done. Yes, it was through discovering the beetle story and discoveringer. But then i think, like i sang early with john lenon, i think i've always been a bit like that in terms of chasing altered states or exploring my own consciousness. I won't go through all the details, but i had this weird experience when i was about eight years old. And if you've seen those photos and these bits of video, it's just, it just looks magical.