i feel like i fell off a while ago, ecause it's not just like numbers or anything like that. It's the amount of people who you felt like were peers, and then all of a sudden one day they don't really talk to you any more. Like, i guess those numbers that i was putting out, um, they don't make me a as attractive to hang out with any more. O r something like and i always, always wonder about that, because there's this weird social circle to success on twitch.