The Shaming That Derailed Me

I remember this period like the public reveling in it. People were enjoying the collapse of someone who had been such a huge star. It made going out very hard because people would say things. So I went through this whole period then of being unhappily overweight but kind of happy because it was doing something for me. Yeah. And I'd killed the pop star. So it was like I'd controlled something for the first time in ages. Was it a relationship with food thing or was it an issue with a body image thing or? I think it all spurred from the shaming. You just wanted to crawl into a hole and sort of mentally for me.