The Impending Trigger

I think what happened is really that prior to that, I did realize that I really was on a path to, you know, that was quite destructive really. The strange thing is that prior to this accident, I heard this sort of feeling already that somehow of this impending thing that I needed to sort out. And I'm not saying that it's, of course, directly related, but it is very sort of coincidental that somehow this trigger came and it's just stopping me right in the face. So that's very interesting. You were agnostic, I guess, and open, skeptical, agnostic or, you know,. I presume as an inquisitive person, you were still