Have I Ever Feeled a Lack of Importance in Someone's Life?

i can't seem to figure out why it hurts so much. I may not have felt betrayal before, but betrayal makes me feel hurt. And i can ask myself this question, when have i felt this way in the past, this kind of hurt? And i can certainly come up with times. You know, when i was ten and i had all those crayons out, and my mam came out and she saw all that writing on the wall, and i just wanted her to be proud of me. And boy, she gave me a smack that i'll never forget. It justi threw me off. I didn't expect that at all. I might have some pain in