The Magic of Retiring

I can't see the word retiring isn't it? I might be so physically or mentally incapacitated that I can't continue doing what I want to do. For instance I wrote down a list of 15 books which I thought I would never read but I would just snuff it before I had time to read them. What was the one you didn't read at the 15? Ulysses but I did read the last chapter boy oh boy if anyone has not read the last chapters of Ulysses spin through it then read the final chapter wow it will blow you away, I didn't know people thought like that in the 19th century. You're definitely going to die with your boots