I was afraid to get bad grades that I was going to fail. Gosh it's so funny thinking about school is really important because I got mostly A's in college and I studied. For years literally over a year my wife would say let me help you with that  and for years I told her no. One day we had a big campaign we had way too many so I finally broke down and was like you got to help me tonight I showed her how to do it she gets on. She found joy from having these parameters executing on things and finishing it right for me it was misery for years. If I had the working genius model it would have been much better.