I'm Not a Bad Friend Because I Don't Have a Ton of Friends

"I thought I was a bad person because of how I hurt my friends when I first went to college," she says. "There are days that I still have to correct it and the friendships that I do have now I'm deeply deeply invested in and deeply proud of." She writes, "It might take some time to forgive yourself for this but you haven't done anything that I haven't done um" The episode airs tonight at 10 p.m. ET on HBO.