What's Up With the Nature of Reality?

Kane is unhappy because nothing he ever wants happens. If he really wanted it, he'd make the right sacrifices. He's so incensed by hisessential vulnerability that he decides to destroy his ideal. And so he goes out into the field ad s able and god comes along and says, where's my favorite son? And kane says, i killed him. The story reveals two essential patterns of reaction to the self conscious, vulnerable conditions of existenceand one is humble approach to infinity with determined attempts to make the appropriate sacrifices.