If you've grown up as a gifted kid, this is all you've got left. And to give up the one thing that you have left is terrifying. You failed out of college once. What happens if you go to college for two years and you fail out again? Cause we did it once, then you're going to be a stupid kid without a life and two years of debt. Like, think about that. If you've invested your entire life in a particular direction, you're 30 years old and someone was like, aban on it, buddy. Go for it girl. Get rid of it."