What Is Your Story?

i was 35 when i was diagnosed with stage four coal and cancer. And it really felt impossible to imagine that god could just sort of be blase ut. It took me a bit to try to even imagine compassion toward all the christian answers. I'm like, genuinely, no reward for pn is that we get nothing out of i'm sorry. Is this not in any way going to contribute? Well, yes, in romans eight 28, it god, ye ye. All things, yes, work out come together, yes?"