I'm Not Close to Relapsing, but I Don't Want to Get High

"I'm going to play this, the thing that chris had said, and it's basically what happened. A, i spoke to a my sponsor about it, and he was just like, what did he say? Well, it's kind of just the obvious thing, which is a, you know, chris actually says it a way before it ever happened." "i think maybe chris was starting to become who he wanted to be, but am it scared him?" she adds. 'If i stop doing the things which I've done that help that sort of center me, i i immediately go back to that bas line restlessness'