I should be going osteen with my dad not Terence McKenna yeah but it's funny because when you talk about dirty things you talk about it as if a clean person's I get that too. Our psyches are so impressionable that I believe that stuff works I've done something not exactly the same and it wasn't with family but like you can write out I forgive you and then a name and I did in this book.
Nick Thune (see him on tour! NickThune.com!) makes it weird again!