The Guilt of Having Fun

I didn't realize how big the guilt process was gonna be for me like I do feel guilty you do feel guilty having a good time. The hen do was the first night I'd actually been out since Tom passed away and it's the guilt that you're living your life now but he what would he want me to do he'd want me to be happy we've been together so long he'd be like Kels just going enjoy your lifeYou have one life like that's all I've learned that there's I've got one lifeso if those feelings come up you just have to sit and go I have to sit with them and then I think it through and I process it is really