How Long Is It Going to Last?

The thing about how long is it going to last has a lot to do with hope. And the fact that you're not expressing it as much and it's happening not as frequently means that it's all downhill from here. We don't know about consciousness doesn't care how long it takes or how much it hurts. But once you've really seen the truth, you're crazy for that. You're addicted to that. There's some very in most of us some very deeply seated patterning some some scars that we have to keep looking at again and again and again until you say, screw this.