What Is Your Diary? Is It a Pornographic Book?

He says the reason is because he was cheaper in plane binding and he only took it home in order to destroy it. Did he mean it for it to be seen? Do we know? We don't know for his private diary. Certainly it is not during his life. I'm not by his wife obviously. He does recall every detail in it and he has numerous affairs. So there must be some part of him saying somebody's going to read this and enjoy this one day. Otherwise why would you bother?I think that's like teenagers do that all the time don't they? Right about their boyfriends and pretend that they want to hide the knowledge of it and leave it carefully.