The Tension of Honesty

There's this tension of like, can I summon the honesty to really write about this effectively? Because if this thing were to be published, then people would know if I'm, if I'm writing well. And so there's a big part of what was so like, you know, twisted my guts a little bit when I was reading this. Like not literally that guy. But I have shitty takes, right? And I, and I'm, I'm unfair to people. And we all are.