The Paradox of Being a Moral Piece of Shit

"I brought icky guilt, you know, just things that, just the icky terrible things I had to confess," he says. "Like, I'm a piece of shit and I don't, I can't forgive myself for what a piece of Shit I am." He ended up in psych ward number two because he'd feel suicidal if he didn't do something about his self-loathing. 'It's also one of the paradoxes of, like, I'm not just a loathsome piece of shit. I'm the most loathed piece of shit of all times'