Ignatius Retreats in the Battle of Life

After he prays, gets the discernment, and Monracia, he goes on a pilgrimage to the Holy Land. He thought he would be called to be in the Holy Land; that's what he wanted to dedicate his life to. But then different church leaders say, well, who are you to start being a spiritual guy? This is before he's a priest. And they say, you need to get an educated. You got to get a degree. If he's not obedient, there's not the Jesuit order - I believe this was Ignatius' test.