The Desire for Progress Is Still Desiring Progress

Growth is one of my highest values and I really wonder where that comes from. Desiring to no longer desire progress is still desiring progress, right? It's sort of like the, you've just chosen a different game to try to win at. You're not actually transcending the game. You're just like picking a different one. And maybe the most important thing isn't to try to like transcend the popular gods, whether that's Christianity or consumerism or capitalism or whatever. But to try to just like be very intentional about which one you actually want to care about acknowledging the goods and the bads of it without always trying to quit the system.