Anhyam Kippur, When I'm Tapping Into Not Feeling Something, I'll Feel the Tainuk

"In this moment, Anhyam Kippur, when I'm tasting of that future, let me own the fact that I feel absolutely nothing," he says. "I know that in the future, things are going to be so real and so overflowing and so ever-present that I'm not going to be able to feel it then either." The Sadikim referred to as the Tainukanele, as that concealed pleasure that is too great, the body doesn't have room for it,. So too, right now, where I don't feel anything and all I wanna do is not be fasting or doing what I'm doing... In that moment, when I lean into