How Do You Deal With Spiritual Perfectionism?

How do you deal with spiritual perfectionism? I am an eneagram, seven wing six. It definitely does a to me needing so much excitement in life that i feel like i'm missing something by chasing and awakening instead of just being alive. There's this really great story that jack cornfield tells of his goroo, ajun cha um. Ajanchah went to another great master and was telling him all about these transcendental trae, transcendenta, transcendent am experiences that he had had. And that master said basically, he said, you experiences come and go. You should be looking at who is the one who's experiencing them. Who is the one that's