God Gives Me My Joy Back

We think we come to god for holy and go to the world for happy. To really get to this place that you've been praying botis going to take some new patterns. Just like i have to go to the gem every day to keep my body resembling something that i can feel good about good in, i got to go to god every day to get my joy where it needs to be. And sometimes that will mean i am crying while i am carrying. It means i will take the seed with me into my day, and i will sow it in contradiction and defiance to every dry place in my life. You want to do wor? Or do you want to wait on the faith fairy