The 11 of the Kingdom

When I broke the five loaves for the 5,000, how many baskets full of fragments did you take up? And they said him 12. Then he said to them, how is it you do not understand? This is the portion that I read over and over again. In fact, quite honestly, there are times I will just read and ponder verse 17. Any thought process that begins with what we don't have will have to be repented of.