The Differences in Philosophical Personality

I think there's a difference, I think there can be temperamental differences or other kinds of differences between people that make this problem of ultimate meaning more or less pressing to some people rather than others. You feel angst about this thing called ultimate meaning that goes beyond everyday meaning, even everyday meaning of this tremendous sword. And it's not resonating with me at the same level. The more a person is a workhorse, like who loves to work and accomplish things and do things, that or thinks about meta projects or efforts or like, where's it all going? And the more effort, if your life is effortful, you want that effort to go somewhere. So how sad you have