Depraved Thought Forms - It's a Gift From Maharaja

All the comparisons and stuff, i think, sort of melt awayye. The thought forms you're saying, even like depraved thoughts, all of it you're saying,. except that is a gift from mahraji. Those are our karma's unfolding. But what i was saying is, whatever happens in our daily lives and stuff like that gotyo. And when you think about surrender, you just simply let it go. You accept it as it is. It's the tractor beam, ye? Now, this is so i goint through the clouds on the wand and ok, why don't i want that to be true?