You don't need to change your environment to change yourself. You've just got to break your character. Take a day out of your life to just sit down with a pad and define it. Be like, who do I want to become? What are my dreams? WhoDo I want to be? Write it down, define it, draw a picture of this person. Design the life and then grow into that character is the most fun in the world. Like living your life as if it's a play, like that's the most fun I can think.