Zen Zen

i had mind blowing, i think, rather profound, awakening experience at the age of 19 that sort of changed every thing. And it took me years to recognize even that there were people and traditions and schools and whatever who knew about what had happened to me. I was not, i was reared in, you know, n in this a, fairly rationalistic and sort of empiricist, a oxford background,. But i knew nothing about spirit ity and and, and what awakening might be. And i knewNothing about it. It took ages before i really did but then i, i was very devoted to him, and to a second teacher in the same sort of lineage that he