Sexerotic Sex - Orgasm?

The word orgasm plays, and i'm not making an etymological point that, well, publish an academic paper. It elusively plays in culture with the hebrew word or mugzam. And what it means is my orgasm when it's a petty, pathetic, you know, a bunch of grunts,. Yet, after which i turn over, right, and have a cigarete and spasmodic. But if i actually experience my ecstatic explosion, which i cry out, o god and yest in the name of theother person as participating in the big bank, participating in the field of divinity. I don't have any idea how that fits into