The Power of Self-Deception

There was a lot of shrapnel in my left eye the eye that was still there. The issue for me was like when are we gonna do this you guys told me six weeks all right? Let's schedule it Yeah, it was insanityYeah, I mean that's obviously when I hear this story I think of ryan jobu who got shot in the face and he couldn't see after being put into a medically induced coma. And his attitude was very similar of like well it'll be okay and you know it'll come back but at the end It didn't happen.