Is God Sending a Message Everyday?

Some days I go really get hit. You know, my my rayan my son. We choose to see his name And we spelled the different has you know and um And then and that happened so it really crushed as you know  I start to remind myself, "This this is happening for me" Um, probably it could be the way of us thinking or talking or doing To to continue, you know, we want to continue on this path,. So we need your help with our practice There's some kind of more kind of peace. Yes Okay, um Personally, Uh, uh, bill you you, um, you said you want to know what is investigation You wanted to understand