Finding Mother God

We seem to need to have specifics when we talk about things that are beyond specific. And I know for LGBTQ people, for us to focus on a mother, father, God, leave something for them out. So I try personally to envision Godness as some wonderful combination that is beyond my mortal brain right now. But that whatever this force that we call God is can be both very personal and very cosmic at the same time. Why not live in the mystery?